I feel a panic as i post this "gift wish list" for myself. I mean how do i stop adding items to this list? I am literally anxious to hit the publish button because i just know as soon as I do something even more fantastic will appear for me to want.
And then feeling that way makes me feel small and shallow, like a bad person who has completely lost the magic that is Christmas. But just as quickly I remember that most likely if any of this is purchased it will be by me, with the money i busted my butt to earn. Money that is left over because my bills are paid, my savings has been added too and my loved ones are taken care of.
Then i realize the gift is that i am so very proud of myself.
And i deserve it.
Getting to a point in life where you realize you are worth it is huge. And if I'm going to stand proud in this part of my life then I deserve to look good doing it :)
My Xmas "Gift Wish List"